Afhængigheden

Jeg kommer tit til at placere mine følelser steder, hvor de slet ikke hører hjemme, og dermed bliver man bare brændt af på mange hæslige måder. Det skader. Og jeg er skadet. Jeg kan ikke forholde mig til at skulle være i et forhold, men ønsker mig mere end noget andet en kæreste. Men i min iver springer jeg ud i ting, som jeg slet ikke burde gøre. Hvorfor? Fordi det er spændende? Sikkert. Men hvornår lærer jeg så ikke at gøre sådan nogle ting? Det er nok et spørgsmål om afholdendehed. Men afhængighed er for de svage, og da jeg er svag, bliver jeg tit afhængig. Og med det faktum, at jeg faktisk er en pige, kommer følelserne til at spille ind. Alt sammen ender med, at jeg bliver ked af det. Grusomt men sandt. Hvis bare jeg kunne finde den gyldne mellemvej, ville det hele være lidt nemmere. Du må godt bruge mig, men ikke misbruge mig. Hvis du bare ville elske mig i stedet, ville det være bedre. Men hvor stor er chancen for det? Lig nul?

Tomorrow may be even brighter than today

After long enough of being alone
Everyone must face their share of loneliness
In my own time nobody knew
The pain I was goin’ through
And waitin’ was all my heart could do

Hope was all I had until you came
Maybe you can’t see how much you mean to me
You were the dawn breaking the night
The promise of morning light
Filling the world surrounding me
When I hold you

Baby, Baby
Feels like maybe things will be all right
Baby, Baby
Your love’s made me
Free as a song singin’ forever

Only yesterday when I was sad
And I was lonely
You showed me the way to leave
The past and all its tears behind me
Tomorrow may be even brighter than today
Since I threw my sadness away
Only Yesterday

I have found my home here in your arms
Nowhere else on earth I’d really rather be
Life waits for us
Share it with me
The best is about to be
So much is left for us to see
When I hold you

Baby, Baby
Feels like maybe things will be all right
Baby, Baby
Your love’s made me
Free as a song singin’ forever

Only yesterday when I was sad
And I was lonely
You showed me the way to leave
The past and all its tears behind me
Tomorrow may be even brighter than today
Since I threw my sadness away
Only Yesterday

Don’t call me baby!

Min version går lidt hurtigere, hvilket er meget federe!

You and me, we have an opportunity
And we could make it something really cool
But you, you think I’m not that kind of girl
I’m here to tell you baby, I know how to rock your world

Uha en nørd <3

Keep the fiddlers playing

I’ll tell you what you should girl
but you’re a stubborn kind
until you wanna listen
I’m gonna leave you behind

Live you’re life like you should my girl,
but it will do you no harm
to keep on dancing now
keep on dancing now
if you gotta dancing heart

You gotta head start

Live your life like you think you should
but it would do you no harm
to keep on dancing now
keep on dancing
if you gotta dancing heart